“I saw myself… varooming
off… in anticipation of the revelations waiting in thirty-five or forty minutes
of blasting sound soon as I got home, the eternal promise that this time the
guitars will jell like TNT and set off galvanic sizzles in your brain ‘KABLOOIE!!!’
and this time at least at last blow your fucking lid sky-high. Brains gleaming
on the ceiling, sticking like putty stalactites, while yer berserk body runs
around and slams outside hollering subhuman gibberish, jigging in erratic
circles and careening split-up syllables insistently like a geek with a bad
case of the superstar syndrome.”*
It’s like discovering gold or hitting upon a great new invention,
except better— you’ve come upon something very valuable and gorgeous, are not
sure where it might lead, but the roads ahead are exciting to contemplate…
This week, 20 years after they arrived, I discovered Oasis (again true story: Rolling Stone notes this week that the band is about to release a 20th Anniversary Edition of it's first album, Definitely Maybe). On
Tuesday, an Esquire blurb flitted across my radar screen which featured a list
of “The Hold Steady's 10 Rock Albums Every Man
Should Own.” Of
course, I’ve never heard of The Hold Steady (apparently a current NYC rock and
roll band—maybe they’re on the radio?) but the first record on their list was
the Stones’ Exile On Main Street and so I took the list seriously from
the get go. 3rd on the list
was Oasis’s Definitely Maybe (I had at least heard of Oasis, but never actually
heard them, if ya’ know what I mean), and the blurb included a link to a cut
from the album: “Supersonic,” which grabbed me immediately. Promptly marching over to Laurie’s Planet of
Sound, I found a copy of Definitely Maybe in the used CD racks and varoomed
home hoping for the described Bangsian Revelations. And sure enough: the plaster and masonry
crumbling guitar riffs and wailing and shrieking guitar leads, the seismic rumblings
of bass and drums, and the dry, acerbic lyrics delivered via snide vocal sneerings and leerings
left me rolling on the floor with my eyes rolled back into my head, foaming at
the mouth, teeth and nerve endings ablaze, gloriously gasping for breath. And so now the happy process of assimilation
begins. Who’s in the band? Where did they come from? When was this recorded? Who do they connect to and how? What’s the band’s history? Are they still rolling? And, most exciting of all, what other albums
do I now need to get? Digging through the
album packaging, Rolling Stone blurbs, and other web notes, I learn that Oasis
is a creation of a pair of typically volatile rock and roll brothers, providing
a kind of British answer to Nirvana starting in the mid-90s. Their history is classically rife with strife,
melodrama, and abuse, but I am overjoyed to find that they have rich back
catalog that I can work my way through (already digesting copies of Be Here
Now and Dig Out Your Soul). Again,
I’ve found something very valuable and gorgeous, am not sure where it might
lead, but the roads ahead are exciting to contemplate. This process calls to mind other thrilling
discoveries I’ve made over the years…
8th
grade— I think her name was Pam. Me and
my friend Eddie met her and her friend, Jenny, at the mall for an afternoon of
futile, inept flirtation— department stores, clothing shops, ice cream, whatnot. It would amount to nothing, except: while
passing through Marshall Fields I did stop and buy Pink Floyd’s Dark Side of the Moon
from the dorky record department there. Though I knew of the album and had seen
the ubiquitous cover, it was another thing for this 13 year old geek to hold it
in his hands, eyeball it up close and personal, have a copy for his very own. I remember unwrapping the thing there on some
benches at the mall, pulling out the stickers and the poster, reading through the
lyrics in the gatefold. The clue that
the date itself would amount to nothing was that the girl was utterly
uninterested in my purchase. No loss
there. At home, though, I slapped the platter
down on my turntable as soon as I walked into my room and… wow.
Holy shit. Never heard nothing
like that before. The doors were blown
off. Anything was possible. Rock and roll could take you anywhere, be
about anything, and include almost any kind of sound. Dark Side and the rest of the Floyd
catalog helped shepherd me through the trials and travails of adolescence. A gold strike, for sure.
As a senior in high school, I started hanging out with some guys who were
into jazz. Mostly they were players
themselves— drums, sax, trumpet. They listened to Charlie Parker, Miles Davis,
Pat Metheny. One night my bass player
friend John sent me home with his copy of Coltrane’s A Love Supreme. His
directions were to put on some headphones, close my eyes, turn out the lights,
and listen. The intimate communication
and interplay between the 4 musicians, the complex harmonics, rhythmics, and
melodics of their playing, the passionate, fervent, persistent, painful,
searching, focused, mesmerizing, and triumphant flow of the composition— all delivered
instrumentally and acoustically— represented a type of journey upon which I had
never embarked before. I spent the bulk of my
college years exploring musical roads that ranged out from A Love Supreme:
the solo piano improvisations of Keith Jarret, the big band swing of Ellington
and Basie, the avant-garde howlings of Ornette Coleman and beyond. I’ve since returned to the rock and roll
mainstream, but the journey that started with the discovery of A Love Supreme
has paid more dividends than can be expressed and leaves me a more informed and
appreciative listener of all musics.
And so the process of discovery never gets old: from Floyd to ‘Trane to
Oasis and everyplace between and beyond, I still troll the racks in search of that
thrilling moment when I hear something unlike I’ve ever heard before, which, to
paraphrase Iggy Pop, grabs me by the throat and punches me in the face with its
power and beauty. The joy of The Chase, indeed. What are some discoveries
that you remember in particular, that have been important to your ears?
*from the book Psychotic Reactions and Carburetor Dung by Lester Bangs
*from the book Psychotic Reactions and Carburetor Dung by Lester Bangs